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  "title": "alter: noah on needing.space",
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        "id": "http://lovely.micro.blog/2019/10/16/transcribed/",
        "title": "Transcribed 2019-10-16",
        "content_html": "<p>Today I am grateful that we have enough money to support ourselves.</p>\n<p>It was ok today. Not much noteworthy happened. The Tool concert is coming up quickly and we are excited.</p>\n<p>This weekend we are getting new glasses (overdue) and going to the Halloween store. Alisia should be fronting so that will be fun. We are also going to the Chinese buffet.</p>\n<p>-Noah</p>\n<p>(later entry that day)</p>\n<p>眠りたいなー いつもお腹がなんか いっぱい。大好きですけど、ダイエット みたいー ダイエットじゃない、頑張ります なのに、終わりはちょっとダメです。 じゃー今眠りますー おやすみ</p>\n<p>-Jess ♡</p>\n",
        "date_published": "2019-10-16T03:00:00-05:00",
        "url": "https://needing.space/2019/10/16/transcribed/",
        "tags": ["transcribed","alter: jess","alter: noah","Longform"]
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      {
        "id": "http://lovely.micro.blog/2018/07/22/transcribed/",
        "title": "Transcribed 2018-07-22",
        "content_html": "<p>Tomorrow is Steve&rsquo;s birthday.</p>\n<p>This weekend was weird RVAH was being shitty so Alex just quit. I can tell already that they are less stressed. We are less stressed as well.</p>\n<p>I am curious to see how quick they will get a job. They are taking their time and making sure its a M-F office job, which is so much better.</p>\n<p>We had good eats this weekend. Tomorrow is our dirt 1 year anniversary. hope tomorrow is going to be super boring. Bluh</p>\n",
        "date_published": "2018-07-22T03:00:00-05:00",
        "url": "https://needing.space/2018/07/22/transcribed/",
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        "id": "http://lovely.micro.blog/2017/04/15/transcribed/",
        "title": "Transcribed 2017-04-15",
        "content_html": "<p>i am worried about Easter &ndash; but personally..</p>\n<p>i am worried about my libido lately &ndash; it has been much higher than i am used to which would be fine except it is really distracting and comes with a lot of unfamiliar emotions</p>\n<p>i feel so self negative and dirty and guilty &ndash; it doesn&rsquo;t feel like who i should be personally or as a protector &ndash; it isn&rsquo;t directly useful towards anything</p>\n<p>maybe what&rsquo;s worse is it is personally making me feel bad as an individual &ndash; like i am a bad person</p>\n<p>i like romance and even the idea of sex so why do i keep getting intrusive thoughts? most of them are me being deathly afraid i am going to force myself onto someone or be out of control of myself because of my libido</p>\n<p>i start getting uneasy around others when they turn me on &ndash; i don&rsquo;t want to hurt anyone so i get scared and run away to shower so maybe i can take care of it</p>\n<p>these fears are slowly killing me</p>\n<p>i just want to be normal.</p>\n",
        "date_published": "2017-04-15T03:00:00-05:00",
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