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  "title": "physical health on needing.space",
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        "id": "http://lovely.micro.blog/2025/12/31/chaos/",
        "title": "chaos",
        "content_html": "<p>today was so chaotic</p>\n<ul>\n<li>2 hours of sleep</li>\n<li>wake up at 7:30am</li>\n<li>40min drive to New workplace</li>\n<li>piss test number 1 at new workplace/pre employment</li>\n<li>inform employer im on a stimulant for ADHD that might come back positive, they say they don&rsquo;t care</li>\n<li>pre employment paperwork</li>\n<li>blood work to prove I had childhood vaccinations for work, had to take from both arms</li>\n<li>drive back home 40min</li>\n<li>fight with removing old visor and installing new one in car, an especially difficult task</li>\n<li>find that my BFF and Elias both had late gifts for me that came in - cute purse and loose legos</li>\n<li>put external hard drive files to transfer to server</li>\n<li>drive Elias &amp; I to new psych - 1hr10min</li>\n<li>do more new hire paperwork from phone including background check stuff, put in my GED and not my college</li>\n<li>drive to Walmart to buy a small desk at Walmart for the computer in living room (only about 5min)</li>\n<li>hurry and drive back for my own appointment</li>\n<li>piss test number 2 (yes probably first and last piss test combo during one day for different people) because psych/stimulants</li>\n<li>talk to doctor</li>\n<li>go out for kaitenzushi sushi to relax and celebrate job - 1.5hr drive</li>\n<li>realize that background check probably wanted my college even though job only requires/asks for GED, just so it matches my resume on file</li>\n<li>look at transcript, realize my moronic old college fucked up my transfer and background check will likely come back as degree unearned</li>\n<li>send a text to HR giving them a heads up/explaining situation</li>\n<li>spend the rest of night being anxious about it</li>\n<li>go to claw machine only arcade</li>\n<li>win a kuromi plushie</li>\n<li>drive back home, 2hr drive</li>\n<li>surprisingly got home in one piece despite multiple people trying to cause crashes likely because it&rsquo;s the night before New Year&rsquo;s Eve</li>\n<li>the download/transfer didn&rsquo;t work because it paused on transferring&hellip; a virus? for some reason I backed up quarantined viruses from 2016 on my external I need to delete them hahaha</li>\n<li>still dwelling on anxiety, put together desk for distraction</li>\n<li>realize I got an email an hour after the first email, saying I had passed background check&hellip; less anxious but still somewhat anxious</li>\n<li>look up rules on how to fix it and get my degree awarded/sent</li>\n<li>update brother and friends podcast website</li>\n<li>work on transcribing some old journals</li>\n<li>realize I have therapy tomorrow, worlds largest sigh</li>\n<li>veg out in front of TV until 2:30am</li>\n</ul>\n<p>and yes that means I drove almost 6 hours today</p>\n",
        "date_published": "2025-12-31T03:01:13-05:00",
        "url": "https://needing.space/2025/12/31/chaos/",
        "tags": ["mental health","elias (husband)","shopping","work","physical health","alter: octavia","Longform"]
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