https://needing.space/categories/physical-health/ en Wed, 31 Dec 2025 03:01:13 -0500 https://needing.space/2025/12/31/chaos/ Wed, 31 Dec 2025 03:01:13 -0500 http://lovely.micro.blog/2025/12/31/chaos/ <p>today was so chaotic</p> <ul> <li>2 hours of sleep</li> <li>wake up at 7:30am</li> <li>40min drive to New workplace</li> <li>piss test number 1 at new workplace/pre employment</li> <li>inform employer im on a stimulant for ADHD that might come back positive, they say they don&rsquo;t care</li> <li>pre employment paperwork</li> <li>blood work to prove I had childhood vaccinations for work, had to take from both arms</li> <li>drive back home 40min</li> <li>fight with removing old visor and installing new one in car, an especially difficult task</li> <li>find that my BFF and Elias both had late gifts for me that came in - cute purse and loose legos</li> <li>put external hard drive files to transfer to server</li> <li>drive Elias &amp; I to new psych - 1hr10min</li> <li>do more new hire paperwork from phone including background check stuff, put in my GED and not my college</li> <li>drive to Walmart to buy a small desk at Walmart for the computer in living room (only about 5min)</li> <li>hurry and drive back for my own appointment</li> <li>piss test number 2 (yes probably first and last piss test combo during one day for different people) because psych/stimulants</li> <li>talk to doctor</li> <li>go out for kaitenzushi sushi to relax and celebrate job - 1.5hr drive</li> <li>realize that background check probably wanted my college even though job only requires/asks for GED, just so it matches my resume on file</li> <li>look at transcript, realize my moronic old college fucked up my transfer and background check will likely come back as degree unearned</li> <li>send a text to HR giving them a heads up/explaining situation</li> <li>spend the rest of night being anxious about it</li> <li>go to claw machine only arcade</li> <li>win a kuromi plushie</li> <li>drive back home, 2hr drive</li> <li>surprisingly got home in one piece despite multiple people trying to cause crashes likely because it&rsquo;s the night before New Year&rsquo;s Eve</li> <li>the download/transfer didn&rsquo;t work because it paused on transferring&hellip; a virus? for some reason I backed up quarantined viruses from 2016 on my external I need to delete them hahaha</li> <li>still dwelling on anxiety, put together desk for distraction</li> <li>realize I got an email an hour after the first email, saying I had passed background check&hellip; less anxious but still somewhat anxious</li> <li>look up rules on how to fix it and get my degree awarded/sent</li> <li>update brother and friends podcast website</li> <li>work on transcribing some old journals</li> <li>realize I have therapy tomorrow, worlds largest sigh</li> <li>veg out in front of TV until 2:30am</li> </ul> <p>and yes that means I drove almost 6 hours today</p>