| Blog Move |
| a lot happened |
| elias bday celebration |
| new volunteer position!!! |
| second day at job thoughts |
| first day working at the hospital |
| chaos |
| depression and isolation |
| another job offer (mental health tech) |
| still here |
| I quit Dominos |
| new job, hopefully for more than 5 min |
| TMS is kicking my ass |
| Mastodon integration |
| mostly just tired |
| not forgotten about this |
| why are steno machines like shiny pokemon |
| what do i really want |
| two interviews today |
| trying to figure my life out |
| will i ever be okay |
| the timing of opportunities |
| quit my job finally |
| i keep uncovering more fucking journal entries all over the internet |
| digitizing all of these entries |
| Ugh. |
| something big negative is about to happen |
| I'll Just Become The Host |
| its lonely |
| earnin back our paper towel holder money |
| extrovert's hell of my own making |
| Now Time To Be Nervous All Week |
| ruminating on stupid stuff |
| pandora's box should stay shut |
| less reliant on the phone |
| cutting my phone time down has been a godsend |
| already feels weird w/o smartphone |
| sunday scaries plus couples |
| super grateful for easy days like this |
| stricken by how much i love you |
| Life Is Too Short To Stress Over Stupid Work |
| its not going away |
| cosplay generic guy visiting yosemite |
| my first proper time at the ocean |
| Just A Couple More Seconds |
| Things Are Very Stressful Lately |
| mental health is at an all time low |
| i am just not feeling ok. something feels wrong |
| why am i such a coward |
| will i ever feel like i am enough |
| Worst Day Back Is The First One |
| dont feel like its worth the fight |
| life seems so useless right now |
| upset about work but not showing it |
| i want my office to be the sanctuary |
| Honesty Is Fucking Us Over |
| depression is super bad right now |
| Work Is Being So Dumb |
| ahhh |
| ASL class |
| i'm so exhausteddd |
| worrrkrkkk |
| something something therapy |
| i can't remember shit |
| I'm only writing this to check off the Habitica task |
| ughhhhh |
| SO MUCH has happened |
| it's been a while |
| trying to get used to new house |
| new house done! |
| house loan closed |
| so much busy |
| house loan restrictions |
| everything is busy and i'm tired |
| i literally can't hear you please just send me a text or email for the love of god |
| my ADHD hates me. |
| we did it reddit |
| AAAAA |
| mmmm |
| come on |
| DID |
| food |
| lots of updates!! |
| living out of the car |
| i need a break |
| house hunting update! |
| 33rd bday |
| blahhhhh |
| spread for the week |
| weight talk |
| Good dinner |
| HOA drama |
| good lord |
| we will get our ipad tomorrow |
| i love weekend |
| kurtis was really funny except for dean |
| Tomorrow We See Kurtis Live |
| finished breaking bad |
| feeling super sick |
| gotta get my shit together |
| Needed A Self-Care Day |
| goddamn you walt |
| i want an ipad |
| too hot to be riding horses |
| i bought an ipad today |
| sad steve canceled his visit |
| No Adopting, We'll See |
| journaled for 30 days in a row |
| such a great time at the macabre market |
| lazy as shit at work |
| i want to buy a planner |
| today was so dumb |
| working on eating more normally |
| Try Not To Die Of Heat Exhaustion |
| power is out in 100 degree weather |
| so drunk haha cant |
| I Wish Every Week Was This Easy |
| just want the weekend to come already |
| angry at everything what's new |
| fewer nightmares and way fewer mistakes |
| Stupid July 4th And Stupid Fireworks |
| headache and migraine auras all day |
| Got Our Septum Pierced Today |
| managed to resist buying a planner |
| payday already annoyed me |
| gave myself the 300 lashes |
| when plans change i get pissy |
| Scared Of Trotting |
| very sleepy sunday |
| criminal minds finally finished |
| getting used to this new found energy |
| i can journal however i like |
| work was productive today |
| more trotting was kind of scary |
| Trying To Keep Up With Journaling |
| want to keep being lazy forever |
| Happy Birthday 32 |
| i am so excited to go to schlitterbahn |
| long time no write |
| Couldn't Be Happier Or Prouder |
| life keeps going |
| got a raise at work |
| the end of an era |
| You Worry Too Much |
| this last week was absolute chaos |
| it's supposed to be texas |
| excuse to use my stickers |
| Tomorrow Is A New Day |
| triggers are everywhere |
| Halloween Was Amazing |
| mac and cheese for the work potluck |
| tomorrow is tool |
| not in the spooky torture house |
| everything lookin up |
| Grateful To Be Alive |
| finally get fridge food |
| funny new skeleman |
| no more tiny fridge hell |
| today was a good day |
| enough money to support ourselves |
| weird ass problem to have |
| Everything Turned Out Fine |
| too much going on right now |
| incredible pizza was very fun |
| future self - how was moving |
| Bet You Thought You Saw The Last Of Me |
| treatment |
| tired |
| "Describe something you've bought in the past month" |
| spit in the face |
| hope tomorrow is super boring |
| Spoiler Alert: I Didn't Keep It Updated |
| Long Time No Write |
| just looking forward to vacation |
| hirin movers for the couch |
| size medium suck that universe |
| sick and tired of myself |
| Delusional Bitch |
| Rocky Waters With Literally Everything |
| i deserve a damn medal |
| hi i am pretty shitfaced |
| today sure was a day |
| sort sort sort |
| size fucking 12 |
| review delayed til next week |
| Dear Universe, Can Tomorrow Be Over Already |
| nothing like being anxious for two months |
| The Week That Never Ends |
| Everything Is Crumbling Around Me |
| our good luck strikes again |
| probably just take a nap |
| ok i wrote some thing |
| Stop Spinning Our Wheels |
| tired as always |
| last night |
| nyquil fatigue & renfest |
| food |
| Dear Future Self |
| got my TDAP |
| halloween soon! |
| public blog? |
| elias in the ER |
| PCOS |
| new computer |
| gallbladder attack |
| dave & busters |
| sushi |
| worried about therapy forever |
| I Don't Want Your Help, Therapist |
| how many lives? |
| this weekend [karaoke bar, VTG convention, shopping with the mom] |
| Update |
| i just want to be normal |
| Afraid Of Moving Forward |
| hard earned stability |
| I Am Tired |
| Still Alive |
| Things Are Great |
| Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind |
| Sleep Schedule Is Fucked Again |
| My Patience Is At Negative Levels |
| 4 Days Seems Like A Century |
| YNAB Is Saving Our Asses |
| host didn't kill us |
| shit is hitting the fan |
| so much messing up now |
| i feel disgusting |
| Gift Holidays Are Awkward |
| tired of being tired |
| Need To Journal Regularly |
| metallica dream |
| escape dream |
| Microblogs - January 2012 |
| Microblogs - October 2011 |
| Microblogs - September 2011 |
| Some H!P Confessions |
| Ever again? |
| The Full Only You PV |
| New H!P PVs |
| So Cute |
| Using L inux |
| Morning Musume 10th Gen |
| Only You Preview Released |
| I WAS RIGHT |
| Chisato was |
| How I Got Into H!P |
| "Only You" |
| blah |
| I FOUND C-UTE'S SONG |
| Momoiro Sparkling sucks |
| blah blah blah |
| Blonde Takahashi |
| Happy late birthday, Risako |
| LJ App for iPod Touch |
| oh wow this is super late |
| haven't updated in a while |
| hey |
| embarking |
| orientation |
| Because kissing ass doesn't work anymore. |
| stealing. |
| bitch, whine, and complain |
| inappropriate response |
| another survey |
| subjectless (which is technically a subject) |
| Microblogs - October 2009 |
| Microblogs - September 2009 |
| semi-hiatus |
| Microblogs - August 2009 |
| So hot. |
| subjectless |
| family reunion |
| wtf |
| Microblogs - July 2009 |
| DDR |
| AT&T Blocks /b/ |
| loli_secret |
| allow me to reintroduce myself. |
| job prospects |
| guitar hero tourney |
| Jab |
| fire |
| rage |
| take these broken wings and shove them up your ass |
| some of my past |
| lolwat |
| no. just, no. |
| huge friends cut |
| New Wallpaper! Yes! |
| job interview |
| How to be a True Friend™ |
| where's waldo? |
| trapped |
| Microblogs - April 2009 |
| various shit |
| Browsers |
| nothing else matters |
| until it sleeps |
| one |
| Microblogs - March 2009 |
| Microblogs - February 2009 |
| Microblogs - January 2009 |
| Microblogs - October 2008 |
| friends cut |
| The entry where I ramble on about crazy conspiracy theories |
| HEY GUYS |
| do I win youtube? |
| moving to a private journal |
| few days off the internet |
| dad's the bestest |
| finally decided on a new year's resolution |
| THE WORST FUCKING SMELL IN THE WORLD |
| I BEAT GREEN GRASS & HIGH TIDES |
| My life... |
| website host BAILS |
| Call of Duty 4 -- is it worth it |
| the switch back to Firefox |
| Ayu goes deaf in her left ear |
| arcade dream |
| Happy New Year 2008 |
| Update on teh monies PT 2 |
| 2007 Survey [it was a big year.] |
| Update on teh monies. |
| feeling dead = yay |
| sold |
| fuckfuckfuck |
| Such a long vacation. |
| i wonder |
| rock band |
| rock band results |
| wait, what |
| I'm sorry, Dad. |
| 10 things that make me happy! |
| maximus |
| carcassonne is addictive |
| google encourages stalking |
| a |
| this is the reason I sub |
| So I googled my fansub name |
| "Whatever Dad, I don't even care." means that. |
| happy halloween |
| tracking down old websites of mine |
| ct2 fangirling ♥ |
| wtf |
| The Companion Cube ... |
| doing something |
| I'm done with Video Games for awhile. |
| I think I'm addicted to changing my layout |
| I had a scary dream |
| Counters.. |
| Yo |
| Documenting the lulz |
| there are lulz to be had! |
| Sorry |
| I hate Risako. |
| Finally |
| From 150kb/s to 600kb/s by Friday |
| lol wait wut |
| "lol but leik u r so smrt." |
| LOL MICROSOFT SUCKS |
| Important |
| don't wanna |
| too lazy |
| SCHOOL DREAD! Hurray 8D |
| teh daily ritual |
| "What is your favorite time of day?" |
| "What is the worst thing parents can do to their children?" |
| Number one example of a bipolar's |
| "What is your favorite room in your home and why?" |
| "What is something you do well?" |
| Writing Prompts |
| i need to update |
| Begin killing me now.. |
| Annoyances + Thankfulness |
| Going to Mom's on Wednesday |
| Oh.. |
| Dearest body |
| Cheating is for.. cheaters. But what is |
| KANSAS AT VENETIAN |
| Proper Entry |
| birthday hiatus |
| On The Weekend |
| My current favorite lineup of Morning Musume members |
| Another school year over... |
| Stress |
| This [Long] Weekend |
| Skipped school |
| GAM has a new album?! |
| Birthday wishlist |
| All night gears of war a thon is complete! |
| A lot to touch on. |
| My Dad is Wise (and update on broken xbox |
| Xbox 360 Repair: The Battle Begins... |
| Layout thievery |
| Dreams |
| Contacts |
| my friends that you should stalk/watch on deviantart |
| hard drive fried and crashed |
| an update for the weekend |
| Grr. |
| wiszlkgxz;kxzvjxcl |
| What a fucker. |
| My full day in detail |
| ok so like |
| ... |
| I want to complain... |
| What a weird dream. |
| HA! |
| Mom's Message |
| nothin to do at school |
| Resident Evil: Apocalypse |
| Now they'll never be able to track me! |
| Whoops |
| woo |
| Allison, Mikayla, and Steve |
| 4 day vacation |
| Back! |
| BLAAAH, to much schoolwork! |
| I don't know! |
| my dad sucks |
| newbies |
| stupid mom |
| KaZaA |
| overflowing |
| stuck in my head |
| rpin |
| gyeh |
| my bros birthday |
| new layout information |
| Sweetest Day |
| i need glasses |
| I Dislike Steven |
| I Missed A Few Days |
| People Sorrow In Different Ways |
| Greenfield Village Was So Fun |
| Going To Greenfield Village |