chaos

today was so chaotic

• 2 hours of sleep
• wake up at 7:30am
• 40min drive to New workplace
• piss test number 1 at new workplace/pre employment
• inform employer im on a stimulant for ADHD that might come back positive, they say they don’t care
• pre employment paperwork
• blood work to prove I had childhood vaccinations for work, had to take from both arms
• drive back home 40min
• fight with removing old visor and installing new one in car, an especially difficult task
• find that my BFF and Elias both had late gifts for me that came in - cute purse and loose legos
• put external hard drive files to transfer to server
• drive Elias & I to new psych - 1hr10min
• do more new hire paperwork from phone including background check stuff, put in my GED and not my college
• drive to Walmart to buy a small desk at Walmart for the computer in living room (only about 5min)
• hurry and drive back for my own appointment
• piss test number 2 (yes probably first and last piss test combo during one day for different people) because psych/stimulants
• talk to doctor
• go out for kaitenzushi sushi to relax and celebrate job - 1.5hr drive
• realize that background check probably wanted my college even though job only requires/asks for GED, just so it matches my resume on file
• look at transcript, realize my moronic old college fucked up my transfer and background check will likely come back as degree unearned
• send a text to HR giving them a heads up/explaining situation
• spend the rest of night being anxious about it
• go to claw machine only arcade
• win a kuromi plushie
• drive back home, 2hr drive
• surprisingly got home in one piece despite multiple people trying to cause crashes likely because it’s the night before New Year’s Eve
• the download/transfer didn’t work because it paused on transferring… a virus? for some reason I backed up quarantined viruses from 2016 on my external I need to delete them hahaha
• still dwelling on anxiety, put together desk for distraction
• realize I got an email an hour after the first email, saying I had passed background check… less anxious but still somewhat anxious
• look up rules on how to fix it and get my degree awarded/sent
• update brother and friends podcast website
• work on transcribing some old journals
• realize I have therapy tomorrow, worlds largest sigh
• veg out in front of TV until 2:30am

and yes that means I drove almost 6 hours today