sick and tired of myself

So sick & tired of myself, like, stupid bitch, do you ever stop & think about anyone but yourself? And you have the nerve to wonder why no one wants to be around you? Maybe its because yours a stupid selfish fucking bratty bitch? Ever think about that?

God I am so disgusted and disgusting lmao!! The day that I finally get the courage to off myself is the day that all of humanity recovers from whatever bullshit my life has put them through.

Really, I am really sorry that I’m so selfish that I continue to live. I know the world would be so much better off without me & there isn’t a day that goes by that I’m not fully aware of that.

I’m just really sorry that I haven’t had the courage to kill myself properly yet. I will do it soon, I promise. My tolerance for the pain is going away, so …

I’m sorry.