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stricken by how much i love you

Thu, 08 May 2025 12:00:00 -0500

Fairly uneventful day. i am truly grateful for such days, now that i don’t have many of them happening.

as always, i am stricken by how much i love you. even being around you makes me happy.

i hope we can continue to make you happy too. ♥

i want my office to be the sanctuary

Tue, 28 May 2024 12:00:00 -0500

I want my office to be the sanctuary. I know it can be. I just need to figure out what it needs. A couch? A lamp? Wall decorations? Something ???

Honesty Is Fucking Us Over

Wed, 22 May 2024 12:00:00 -0500

Honestly, its a little disappointing to hear that Brittany is excluding us from opportunities because we were honest about wanting to switch departments. Disappointing, but not surprising. This is why people tend to not tell their bosses when they want to do this. We were trying to be thoughtful, but once again, as always, our honesty is fucking us over. As it goes.

i love weekend

Sat, 30 Jul 2022 12:00:00 -0500

today was pretty good!!

i slept a lot but was able to get well rested. thank god for the weekend.

now i just have to get up tomorrow for church (for phil), but it should be okay to still rest a lot.

i ♡ weekend

today was so dumb

Wed, 13 Jul 2022 12:00:00 -0500

today was so dumb! the water thing outside broke so i tried to fix it and i got drenched! plus on top of that, we were playing isaac using a R-key seed and after an hour into the run i accidentally took another active item and it glitches out when it’s on two player and turns it into a different item! wtf… -_-

today has just been too stressful. i hope tomorrow is better. we have horses tomorrow so hopefully that will cheer me up!- except that it’s record highs and has been in the hundreds and is supposed to rain… uh oh

Try Not To Die Of Heat Exhaustion

Mon, 11 Jul 2022 12:00:00 -0500

Boring Monday. The only interesting thing that happened is that we are watching Breaking Bad. We just got to the part where Jesse kills Gale. Poor Jesse. He’s just trying to do the right thing, and Walt pulled him into such a bad world. I feel for him.

Other than that, nothing new. Going to go do horses on Thurs and try not to die of heat exhaustion. It’s been in the hundreds and record highs lately, which is saying quite a bit considering this is Texas!

Scared Of Trotting

Mon, 27 Jun 2022 12:00:00 -0500

Horses tomorrow. I love being on the horse but hate starting up. I hate getting on it and also waiting for the ride to start. I wish I could fall in love with the starting process, too.

Until I do, I will always be annoyed with having to drive there, waiting around. Etc.

I’m also scared of trotting, so I need more practice with that. I can’t post for shit. I’ll keep practicing and doing my best.

it's supposed to be texas

Sat, 13 Feb 2021 11:00:00 -0600

today it is Saturday. it is supposed to snow tomorrow. the low is 8°! can you believe it? it’s supposed to be texas…

tomorrow is valentines day! ♡ after that is… ☹

incredible pizza was very fun

Sun, 14 Jul 2019 12:00:00 -0500

we went to incredible pizza this past weekend + it was very fun. i will want to go back sometime. but it made me miss dave and busters too.

not much else going on besides what happened a few weeks ago. went from 204 lb to 196 lb in the first week. nice water weight haha.

hi i am pretty shitfaced

Fri, 23 Feb 2018 11:00:00 -0600

Dear diary

Hi I am pretty shitfaced how are you? I hope you’re doin pretty good too. Yr great

i just want to be normal

Sat, 15 Apr 2017 12:00:00 -0500

i am worried about Easter – but personally..

i am worried about my libido lately – it has been much higher than i am used to which would be fine except it is really distracting and comes with a lot of unfamiliar emotions

i feel so self negative and dirty and guilty – it doesn’t feel like who i should be personally or as a protector – it isn’t directly useful towards anything

i need glasses

Tue, 01 Aug 2000 12:00:00 -0500

3 WORDS: I need glasses.

I’m far sighted

I got leopard glasses.

I Missed A Few Days

Sun, 30 Jul 2000 12:00:00 -0500

I missed a few days and I’m sorry that I did.

Greenfield Village Was So Fun

Tue, 25 Jul 2000 12:00:00 -0500

I went to Greenfield Village 2 days ago and it was so fun! We rode the train first thing. I loved it. Greenfield Village was so fun!