| a lot happened |
| new volunteer position!!! |
| first day working at the hospital |
| chaos |
| depression and isolation |
| another job offer (mental health tech) |
| what do i really want |
| trying to figure my life out |
| will i ever be okay |
| i keep uncovering more fucking journal entries all over the internet |
| digitizing all of these entries |
| something big negative is about to happen |
| extrovert's hell of my own making |
| cutting my phone time down has been a godsend |
| already feels weird w/o smartphone |
| cosplay generic guy visiting yosemite |
| my first proper time at the ocean |
| mental health is at an all time low |
| why am i such a coward |
| will i ever feel like i am enough |
| i want my office to be the sanctuary |
| depression is super bad right now |
| i love weekend |
| kurtis was really funny except for dean |
| finished breaking bad |
| feeling super sick |
| gotta get my shit together |
| goddamn you walt |
| i want an ipad |
| i bought an ipad today |
| sad steve canceled his visit |
| i want to buy a planner |
| today was so dumb |
| fewer nightmares and way fewer mistakes |
| headache and migraine auras all day |
| managed to resist buying a planner |
| when plans change i get pissy |
| getting used to this new found energy |
| i can journal however i like |
| more trotting was kind of scary |
| want to keep being lazy forever |
| long time no write |
| life keeps going |
| got a raise at work |
| the end of an era |
| this last week was absolute chaos |
| it's supposed to be texas |
| excuse to use my stickers |
| mac and cheese for the work potluck |
| not in the spooky torture house |
| today was a good day |
| spit in the face |
| sick and tired of myself |
| Delusional Bitch |
| i deserve a damn medal |
| today sure was a day |
| size fucking 12 |
| nothing like being anxious for two months |
| probably just take a nap |
| i feel disgusting |
| tired of being tired |
| i need glasses |