so a lot has happened. just… haven’t even had the energy to write about all of it.

covid and then the CPR/elias dying of a cardiac arrest and revived by us thing. (we got covid from the bday celebration mentioned in the last post…)

quitting volunteer work subsequently.

the whole “kinetic d2d” arc.

now a few weeks into the csd job and wanting to go back to school.

there’s so much that was going on, and i just haven’t… had the energy. i know it’s a lot to not write about. maybe it’s harder to write about the difficult stuff. i don’t know. maybe i’ll have the energy to write about it someday. but also maybe some things are better left unsaid. i don’t know.